I admit that I’ve been feeling like something has been missing in my life for the past 2 years. I thought maybe it was a romantic partner, and maybe it is, but then last week something wonderful and so playful happened and it hit me right smack in the face! BEING AROUND LUSCIOUS, JUICY, VIBRANT, TOTALLY FEMININE WOMEN! I require this more frequently not just in theory and thought.
I had the most amazing day with these two young, bodacious, playful and very feminine American girls who were guests at the retreat center I’m working at in Costa Rica at the moment. I joined them on their organized tour to a jungle and then to the beach and then Shopping!
These girls really know how to express themselves, not just through what they wear, but also how they act and their choice of expression. The way they speak, the things they say and do and the energy they project, very girly and playful, very refreshing and childlike.
Oh what fun! I haven’t felt so silly, playful and just childlike like that in so long. I even loved going shopping with them, something I haven’t enjoyed completely since I used to go to malls in my early teens and actually enjoyed doing so.
Superficial or not, I had fun and I was reminded of how amazing it is to be a woman and to be able to express one’s femininity through clothing, makeup, walking, talking, shopping, gossiping, laughing, talking about sex, love, fights, breakups, jobs, friends and family.
Sometimes it’s nice just to hear about “superficial” stories that are silly and maybe not so important/relevant, but they are someone’s reality and sometimes fun and exciting to engage in.
I limited myself to mostly “quality” conversations and interacted with “more mature” people, but I felt myself getting too serious doing this. I don’t want to limit myself to just one kind of community. If I’m to make a bigger impact on the world, than the one I’ve already made, I desire to interact with everyone on an equal level of essence. So the Universe graciously sent these lovely fun lively angels my way! yay!